my mind and my heart keep saying....

i dont know whats wrong.. when i heard a good news from my friend, it'll disappear in a moment
and when i heard a bad news.. then it will turn into a good news that make me really happy but in the end it'll turn into a bad news again.


ive tried a thousand time and failed a thousand of it, ive tried a thousand ways but its always failed
i dont know why, ive already failed a thousand time, wrong in all way but my mind and my heart keep saying 

"I LOVE YOU SO MUCH"