choices

some say, best way to choose between choices is follow your heart.

have you ever been caught in the middle of some problem that will change the course of your life? (beugh dalem. hahaha) the problem that will be one of the biggest thing that ever happen to you, the problem that'll make you re think about your life, you dreams and how to make those dreams into reality, the problem that will test your decision making skill, decision that will shape your future.

well, this is my story. 

i always dream to be the best football player on the world, better than maradona. football have been my hobby, favorite thing and passion since i was a little kid. i dont mind playing where, when or with who, but as long as its about football, count me in dude.

as i grew up while becoming a supporter of Liverpool F.C i set another dream, to play for them, in front of The Kop. its really wonderful when i slept at night and dreamt of playing either for Liverpool or Indonesia National Team. then i grew few things that became my hobby, music and art.

you know what? there was a time when i focused myself into the music world and kinda left the football world for a moment. i love playing guitar, making something using my creativity.

but still, football. as i grew up again, i know how hard it is to play football in europe, as the "not so creative" dream start growing within me, i have a new dream. a dream where me, will lead the Indonesia Creativity Industry to their best potential, Creativity Industrial Revolution. sounds great right?

to make my dream coming to reality, i have to make sure that my "studying life" will help me to achieve my dream, eliminate the unnecessary things that didn't have any relation to my dream.

and that was the time that i made the decision that change almost everything. decision that will shape my future. decision that will make my dreams coming to reality.

i decided to take a homeschooling on my senior high school time, it was a great debate between me and my parent, tough decision, ignoring the time to make lot of friends, hanging out, being a bastard (?) i just follow what my heart said hahaha. yeah, its really hard, i have to take all responsibility for what i have chose before. missing those high schoolers thing to make my dreams into reality? why not?

even though im a homeschooler i still can get a lot of friends, by joining some community. because i love football and art, i've joined BIGREDS IOLSC, LFC International Academy and i've been around in the art community on the internet.

when others busy studying lot of things they "have" to study, me, here, have start working, another step forward to make my dreams into reality. I got a lot experiences on working in the professional word, by making some biography film, logo design, working as liaison officer (read my previous post) etc, those kind of things are something that money can't buy.

so... im not saying senior high school life or homeschool life is a bad one, it's all up to you, you make your own decision, it's you who decide what you want to be.

maaf kalo bahasa inggrisnya masih blepotan hehehe. yang penting udah berani mencoba. adios!