20 seconds

i wasn't brave enough
i know i should've said it but i didn't, i didn't take the chance.
it was there, 20 seconds of insane courage. and i missed it.

i wasn't sure.

i know the chance probably all gone by now.
but after all this doubt
after all the brave i didn't have back then
and after all this time

i am sure

all i need now is 20 seconds of embarrassing bravery.
20 seconds of insane courage.